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[22 Apr 2005|02:48am]
[ mood | blank ]

vacation's almost over, not much else to say.Im over scott's house right now and its 2:51 AM, i love america.
all i have been doing is listening to music, lots of music, alternative mostly, keeps me alive when im down. I have a downloading thingy called ARES, and its fun sex.
I hope everyone reading this is proud i acctually updated by myself, i just think livejournal doesnt care about my words which gives me no reason to ever update, but i love you, so i will.

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someone looked at this picture and thought it was me
i dont see the resemblence <3

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[19 Apr 2005|09:04pm]

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[19 Apr 2005|08:55pm]
[ mood | Im feeling rather Dexter today ]

Hey all, Dexter here.
I know you all get annoyed when I dont update, so I hired someone to write about my emo-ass self.
And pretend to be me. Dexter.
The lab's goin pretty good, Didi broke some shit the other day, but then I shrank her and bought some new sisters.
So I was gonna chill with Liz and Michelle yesterday, but Scott Corey Sean and Matt intercepted me along the way. Liz and Michelle searched frantically around town for me, and eventually came to my aid.
They were too late though, because at that point I'd been brainwashed by Scott's barbequeing. But it's ok cuz I like really bad music. Anyway then some other people showed up and had a big fight with some black people, and then I went home. Cuz I'm dexter.

My dad almost found my secret laboratory the other day, cuz Didi couldnt keep her mouth shut, but like I said I shrank her and bought myself a new one. Next time I plan to hang out with Liz and Michelle, I'm going to try my hardest not to be absorbed into captivity by the greater Lockwood section of marlboro.

The end.

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[20 Mar 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Had the best weekend ever, friday night went to the mall with steve, matt, bobby, corey, scott, michelle, sean and we hung there most the night, nothing more to say about that, just had a great time, they make me laugh so much, there the best. Matt and bobby have a band called the cuttingroomfloor, matt mullen and bobby homer. and scott, sean, and steve are making there band, which is gonna be really good. Saturday scott picked me and steve up and we went to seans and jamed in his garauge, then we all went to scotts and has the best fucking time, its all so much to say, when scoot picked us up he was jaming this eminem shit and we pciked up the girls, hahahaha i had a very good time, hope to hang wiht them more often.

here the lineup for there band
corey hafford- lead singer <3
sean ernst- bass
steve mcaul- guitar
scott lockwood- drums

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24 HOURS OF DROPKICK LOVE [17 Mar 2005|10:13pm]
[ mood | hot ]

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first, john and mike, came over my house, and me my brother and them all took my bro's car for a joyride

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mike got shotgun

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my brother drove

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theres my brothers car

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theres mike wacthing those burnouts that that kid was doing, dont remember his name

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and theres him doing the burnouts, we were in the back of cvs, and the cops eventaully showed up so we had to go, it was a fucking close one

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theres corey, my best friend <3, and me & him went to steves today, and his brother patt says im a roadie for his band, which is good, waiting for the band t shirt.
Since iv been gone from livejournal, life has changed, i listen to new music, amd the mall every friday wiht the crew is what i do, and what i will do.

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goodnight america, live well- derek

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[08 Feb 2005|03:53pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Iv been sick since friday, which bassically means just more work to see on tomarrow, but i dont care, somehow the report card says i only had 3 absences when i really had atleast 9, yeah thats cool, computer error's make my day <3

- i have to get an 85% average or above in each class to make it to next grade, well IT IS possible, but for me, im pretty much screwed, but hey, i always find a way, some stupid way.
-French must be the worst right now, mrs. borraggord, i thought she was hard, well cause im bad wiht french, yeah she left, so 5 subsituites later, were stuck wiht this guy who's great at french......if only he told us what the hell he was saying, and he has to grade us? LETS GO ANARCHY!!!

add me @ myspace, u dont have to know me, just throw me somewhere in there

well over the weekend, me steve and mike didnt get to go to rollerkingdom, big letdown, long story wiht my dad, but thats ok, battle of the bands this friday, and many more to come, i like to show up to as many as i can. Instead, with tons of money that was gonna be for RK, me steve & mike walked down main street and just chillied, i guess, not all fun, but better than staying @ my house with my stupid ass dad, but we did come back eventually and they stayed for the night.
THEN WE WATCHED NAPOLEON DYNAMITE <3 wasnt as OMFG GREAT as everyone said, but it was verrrry funny and i liked it. Oh yeah, and if u have any way of downloading, download jellybones by the unicorns, there so unoticed which sucks because there very very good, <3.


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This years academy award nominee's are
Best picture
The Aviator
Finding Neverland
Million Dollar Baby

Best actor
Don Cheadle, Hotel Rwanda
Johnny Depp, Finding Neverland
Leonardo di Caprio, The Aviator
Clint Eastwood, Million Dollar Baby
Jamie Foxx, Ray

Best supporting actor
Alan Alda, The Aviator
Thomas Haden Church, Sideways
Jamie Foxx, Collateral
Morgan Freeman, Million Dollar Baby
Clive Owen, Closer

Best Director
Brad Bird, The Incredibles
Terry George, Keir Pearson, Hotel Rwanda
Charlie Kaufman, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Mike Leigh, Vera Drake
John Logan, The Aviator
Clint Eastwood, Million Dollar Baby
Taylor Hackford, Ray
Mike Leigh, Vera Drake
Alexander Payne, Sideways
Martin Scorsese, The Aviator

Best actress
Annette Bening, Being Julia
Catalina Sandino Moreno, Maria Full of Grace
Imelda Staunton, Vera Drake
Hilary Swank, Million Dollar Baby
Kate Winslet, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Best supporting actress
Cate Blanchett, The Aviator
Laura Linney, Kinsey
Virginia Madsen, Sideways
Sophie Okonedo, Hotel Rwanda
Natalie Portman, Closer

Best screenplay
Julie Delpy, Ethan Hawke, Richard Linklater, Before Sunset
Paul Haggis, Million Dollar Baby
David Magee, Finding Neverland
Alexander Payne, Jim Taylor, Sideways
Jose Rivera, The Motorcycle Diaries

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[24 Jan 2005|09:14pm]
[ mood | good ]

my two new cousins, kerryann and kelsey, adopted from my uncle dave
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sometimes... the most beautiful things in life..
are right in front of your eyes

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[23 Jan 2005|11:16pm]
[ mood | okay ]

well the weekend is over, but aparently there a snowday tomarrow, so i guess thats good since i didnt really get alot of sleep this weekend. didnt do much, just steve's on saturday, and chilling today wiht all the snow that came.
-Other than that, iv been listening to this mp3 patt let me borrow, these smith songs are amazingly good, asleep and death of a disco dancer, both great songs

well ill update again when i have more to to say, but latley i made a short list of my personaly picked songs about love,loss,friendship,and breakup, they are in the order of which i thought of them, not of which there quality is

1.again- Lenny kravitz
2.thinking about you- radiohead
3.jumper- 3rd eye blind
4.iris- the goo goo dolls
5.look what you'v done- JET
6.boulevard of broken dreams- greenday
7.wounderwall- oasis not okay "i promise"- my chemical romance
9.edit the sad parts-modest mouse
10.everybody loves you-josh kelly-
11.asleep- the smiths
12.dont you forget about me- the simple minds
13.promise- matchbook romance
14. miricle drug- U2
15.i dont wanna miss a thing- aerosmith
16.movies-alien ant farm
17.hanging by a moment- lifehouse

well there you have it, thats not of all time, its just out of what iv been listening to recently, oh and 1982 will be coming soon, i just have to work on that.

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[22 Jan 2005|11:14pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I LOVE THE 80'S....

film of 1981

harrison ford is Raiders of the lost ark
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Steve Spielberg's dynamite debute of the 3 films of the Indianna Jones series was one of his most admired films, not to metion his most exciting, its great fun for any old movie buff

James Caan in Thief
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The director of colaterall and Heat, well this was his debute film relased in 1981, its a story of an ex-con who trying to start a new life wihtout crime, which goes haywire.

Escape from new york
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great movie where new york is a prison and that guy above wiht the gun has to go find the president whos been captured by a huge gang, hmmm i wounder, would we do that for bush? hmmm naw, hes good =)

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stripes was another bill murray vehicle for the 80's, but was pretty funny for its time, and still pretty funny now, i love seeing billy murray, harold ramise,judge rihnold, and john candy in the same movie

Music of 1981
The Dire Straits
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In 1981, the dire straits blasted onto mtv with there cult hit, 'money for nothing' love that song, acctually <3

billy squire, sold out in 81
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See the ticket above says 1981 on it, well pretty much through the entire 80's billy sweeped the nation wiht his rock/pop style that just kept getting better, stroke me is utterly famous enough

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1980 [21 Jan 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | worried ]

I LOVE THE 80'S presents....

film of 1980:

william hurt in Altered States
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The 1980 sc-fi blockbuster that recived mixed reviews when it first landed in theaters, but today its on special edition dvd, and concidered one of the most visially stunning sc-fi thrillers from the 80's, a great movie.

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chevy chase, rodney dangerfield, bill murray star in one of 1980's funniest movies, its sooo funny, love it

The Blues Brothers
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john belushi, dan aykoryd in the classic about the men on a mission from god...well sort of, very funny movie with cult status, and some hilarious moments

music of 1980
AC/DC Back in Black
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with new signer brian johnson, and original line up angus and malcom young, AC/DC's back in black became one of the biggest rock & roll comebacks in music history, the album went crazy when realesed in 1980

Pink Floyd The Wall
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the breakthrough of pink floyd's career came in 1980 when they realesed the wall, the long and extreamly good album that inspired the movie *the wall* the same year
pink floyd's best songs include wish you were here, dark side of the moon, the wall, and money

John Lennon shot and killed december 8th 1980
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On december 8th 1980, a man who asked for john lennon's autograph on an album he had waited in front of lennon's apartment bulding for 8 hours to when john finnaly returned home, thats when mark paul chapman shot john reapetily in the back, and john dies DOA, dead on arrival. Lennon's death sweped the nation and people almost fainted to the ground hearing the news, john lennon's death not only is the worste tragedy of 1980, but may as well be the worste tragedy of all of music history.

1980, SOON TO COME 1981

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[19 Jan 2005|09:03pm]
[ mood | okay ]

radiohead is one of my favorite bands, so iv been listening to the only cd i have from them, im hoping to get more

studying for midterms, and adding to this music library on my computer, its terrifically good, im studying science while listening to radiohead, U2, and matchbox twenty.

well after staying after for only about 20 minuts with mr. brown, i met up wiht kari, steve, mike, and dylan and we just hung out for a while, but since i couldnt get throuhg to my brother, julie gave me a ride home, along wiht everyone else. hahaha thats the 2nd time shes given me a ride when i didnt have one, ohhh thank you =).

well heres the song i admire most of radiohead, let me know & i can burn you a copy of it, its great.

"Thinking About You by Radiohead"

Been thinking about you, your record's a hit
Your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there
But I'm still no-one, and you're not a star
What do you care?

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, and what do you care
When the other men are far, far better

All the things you got
All the things you need
Who bought you cigarettes and bribed the company
To come and see you, honey

I've been thinking about you, so how can you sleep
These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet
But they don't know what I know, and why should you care
When I'm not there

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, what do you care
When I'm not there

All the things you got, you'll never need
All the things you've got, I'm planning to please you, please you honey

Been thinking about you...

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[18 Jan 2005|03:36pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

The weekend had its moments, but was otherwise nothing special really.
I told you about friday, that was fun i guess.
I liked when steve came over sunday, that was really fun, cause none else was here to bother us.

today i went to paula's. we walked over to jeff's, and we chillied, it began out really fun, but in no time, the whole thing ended, not to mention how cold it was when we all walked to pleasant pizza, didnt seem like anyone was having a good time, i guess i could see how thats true. You know im still confused about everything, im not sure who still wants to be my friend and who doesnt, i get along wiht people sometimes, then sometimes i dont. I know theres a bunch of people who will say they really are my friends, but i still feel alone and pushed away, its like i come second, its like if none else is around, oh yeah derek. being stuck in this courner im still alone, and thats great because i got midterms coming up, im probably gonna stay back, but i might not have to if i study and pass, but i dont see how i can pass with all this shit in my mind, not likley.

i dont think i will ever have who i want, but i just wish it made sence atleast
alot of things just arent fun anymore, and i cant seem to picture when they lost me.
its okay, ill either pass or i wont, but one thing i know is none's looking out for me anymore. im very not good right now...

i knew from the begining, that you would end up winning

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[16 Jan 2005|06:06pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Well me & steve and jeff went to pleasant pizza early and bought so muhc shit, the new guy that works there is fucking weird, but hes so funny, we ended up spedning a total of $27, ahha its all good.

i guess im not mad at jeff, we did end up going wiht him to lunch today, but honestly.....

well so much happened frifay night, i cant really describe it all. i went with mike, steve and carrie and we all hung, bumped into jeff and paula and alot and i mean alot of toher people, one perosn who i dont know i gave my #, he wants to jam or something, thats cool, those punks are love <3.

we talked to julien and nate and steven of course
yeah me, steve , carrie, and mike had a fun time hanging, we dont usally, its cool

everyone thought something was wrong, idk, cant say much
paula"s always great to see ><3

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[12 Jan 2005|07:21pm]
[ mood | high ]

brian sheehan is moving somewhere really close to me, a few houses down, my sister is friend with his sister kelly, ahahah fine.

god band practice soon? bored i am =( haha not cool
i love updating wiht nothing on mind
i went through tina's old cd collection, go sugar ray and LFO!

i dont think snoop dogg would like this music, he'd be like, change the channel....biotch
yeah beavis and butthead it good on mtv2 <3

thanks i love you, and my new bus =)

In our short years we come long way
To treat it bad and throw away
And if we make a little space
A science fiction showcase
In our short film, a love disgrace
Dream a scene to brighten face
In our short years we come long way
To treat it bad, just to throw it away

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[09 Jan 2005|03:40pm]
[ mood | determined ]

Really Long Survey (over 200)

Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 60172 times on bzoink!

What is your name?derek
Are you named after anyone?derek from the movie back to school
What's your screename?EVILDEADmisfitXX
Would you name a child of yours after you?naw
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?jennifer jones mcfly
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?julien
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?DERK!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?prolly not
Your gender:Male
If not, do you want to be?i am
Birthdate:november 20, 1990
Your age:14
Age you act:17
Age you wish you were:18
Your height:5'6
Eye color:hazel
Happy with it?yupp
Hair color:black
Happy with it?yupp
Your living arrangement:
Your family:1 brother, 1 sister
Have any pets?
Whats your job?nothin
Do you speak another language?not really
Have a favorite quote?LOVE ME
Do you have a webpage?no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?yes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?no
Do you have any secrets?not really
Do you hate yourself?sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?i can make it good when i want it to be
Do you have any bad habits?eating =(
What is the compliment you get from most people?nice shooze boo <3
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?idk but johny cusack would be playing me =)
What's your biggest fear?ghosts
Can you sing?idk , never found that out
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?naw
Are you a loner?yaw
What are your #1 priorities in life?to get through school right now
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?no wayy. dereck's a looosahhhhh!!!!!!
Are you a daredevil?a little of this a little of that
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?my mathmaticall smartness
Are you passive or agressive?yes
Do you have a journal?yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?greatest strenth is im caring and weakness is im stupid
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?my weight
Do you think you are emotionally strong?no
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?no succeeding
Do you think life has been good so far?some of the way
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?i havnt found out yet
What do you like the most about your body?idk
And least?idk
Do you think you are good looking?hell yeah
Are you confident?yeah
What is the fictional character you are most like?jason dean from heathers
Are you perceived wrongly?sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?not no more or ever more
Do drugs?no
Read the newspaper?not really
Go to church?not often
Talk to strangers who IM you?not usally
Sleep with stuffed animals?sometimes
Take walks in the rain?yes
Talk to people even though you hate them?not usally but maby
Drive?not yet
Like to drive fast?sure
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?no
Hurt yourself?yes
Been out of the country?no
Eaten something that made other people sick?noo
Been in love?YESSS
Done drugs?no
Gone skinny dipping?no hahhaha
Had a medical emergency?yeah
Had surgery?no
Ran away from home?yeah
Played strip poker?no
Gotten beaten up?hhahahaha dont think so
Beaten someone up?yeah i guess
Been picked on?yeah
Been on stage?yeah
Slept outdoors?yeah
Thought about suicide?yeah
Pulled an all nighter?yeah
If yes, what is your record?till about 5:00 am
Gone one day without food?yeah but it sux
Talked on the phone all night?yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?no =(
Slept all day?yeah
Killed someone?not yet, ahah jay kay
Made out with a stranger?no
Had sex with a stranger?no
Thought you're going crazy?yes, as we speak
Kissed the same sex?no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?no
Been betrayed?yes
Had a dream that came true?yes
Broken the law?yes
Met a famous person?yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?no
On purpose?no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?no
Stolen anything?yeah
Been on radio/tv?no
Been in a mosh-pit?yeah
Had a nervous breakdown?no
Bungee jumped?no
Had a dream that kept coming back?yeah
Belive in life on other planets?yeah
Magic?not really
Ghosts?yeah, ahhhhhhhhh
Love at first sight?yeah
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?yeah
Easter bunny?yeah
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?depends
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?ohh yeah
Do you wish on stars?yeah
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?partially
Do you think God has a gender?no
Do you believe in organized religion?sure
Where do you think we go when we die?to the place we dreamed of our whole life
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?no
Who is your best friend?matt
Who's the one person that knows most about you?matt
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?what goes up must come down
Your favourite inside joke?idk
Thing you're picked on most about?TOCO'S
Who's your longest known friend?matt
Friends you miss being close to the most?idk
Last person you talked to online?matt
Who do you talk to most online?paula
Who are you on the phone with most?jeff
Who do you trust most?matt
Who listens to your problems?steve
Who do you fight most with?dylan
Who's the nicest?steve
Who's the most outgoing?steve
Who's the best singer?ohhh idk
Who's on your shit-list?none as is
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?haha yeah
Who's your second family?the mullen's bitch
Do you always feel understood?noooooo
Who's the loudest friend?paula, but i love it =)
Do you trust others easily?no
Who's house were you last at?dylan's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:jeff's hahhaha jay kay
Do your friends know you?yeah
Friend that lives farthest away:tom, all the way in main
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?no
What do you find romantic?love stories
Turn-off?idk, stuff
First kiss?never had one *begins crying*
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?confoosio
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or goingsometimes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy outno not really
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractivnot that i remember
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?is that a trick question? corse they do <3
What is best about the opposite sex?hahha hair
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?nothing =)
What's the last present someone gave you?sex pistols cd, oh em ge =)
Are you in love?yes
Do you consider your significant other hot?yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?idk
You wanted to kill?my dad
That you laughed at?mike
That laughed at you?mike
That turned you on?hmmm.....
You went shopping with?matt
That broke your heart?uhhhh none i guess?
To disappoint you?none i can remember
To ask you out?none EVER
To make you cry?lets not say
To brighten up your day?paula =)
That you thought about?i dont remember
You saw a movie with?paula =)
You talked to on the phone?jeff
You talked to through IM/ICQ?matt
You saw?my sister
You lost?none really
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?no
Will it be with your significant other?no
Or some random person?no
What are you wearing right now?pj's
Body part you're touching right now:none? double you tee eff
What are you worried about right now?not passing school
What book are you reading?a clockwork orange
What's on your mousepad?an american flag
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:tired, determained, better, ok, slow
Are you bored?yes
Are you tired?yes
Are you talking to anyone online?no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?no
Are you lonely or content?lonely
Are you listening to music?no

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wooof im tired [08 Jan 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]

well i went to battle of the bands friday night, it was acctually alot better than i thought. The bands were all great, i went backstage and talked to all of them and got some drumsticks and picks, and i talked to my cousin john who's a bassist, i talked to him for the first time in like 5 years, so that was cool. I also met up with some of my droogs and hung with them too, i gave my one drumstick to patt though, arent i a giving person?

yeah so i hung wiht dylan, steve, another steve, nick, jeff, corey, and mike, it was pretty fun, i saw alot of people i knew <33

my sister wanted to go, she was wooof sick so she didnt, and paula wanted to go but she was woooof grounded, sorry love, wish you were there <3.

paula's card <33333333333333333333333
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[06 Jan 2005|02:51pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I thought i was going to miss school anway, but its a snowday so i got lucky, i slept until about 10:00 and have been listening and downloading music all day so far, thats all.

yesterday was fun, tooks paula's bus to her house and chilled and went through her cd's, hmm interasting, you cant stand anywhere without looking at greg raposo,lol. till we went to jeffray's to meet wiht him and joe and go to steve's for band practice, we also just went into his house and hung out dowstairs, which was fun, anoying at times, but fun, they make me laugh, paula,jeff, joe, mike, steve. <333333

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ouch! not paula's shoes! hahahahah

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i love when such an occasion means nothing [31 Dec 2004|07:29pm]
Its new years eve, my sister went to a party at bens, i would have gladley went but its invatation only, so forget that, and for some reason none of my relatives are going to boston, whcih they usally do, so forget that too. Iv been hanging out all day, watching movies, i didnt go anywhere today, i havnt steped out of this house once, iv been talking to friends online and listening to all my music, mostly beatles, usally i wouldnt listen to so much beatles but i like to hear msuic that matches my moods.

i updated my myspace account and set everything, i will eventually get more pictures to put in, but its cool for now, its pretty fun, if you have an account there, add me you silly droogs, i will add you back, i dont care who you are, IMA ADD EVERYONE

well new years eve ill be online, from now till 12:00, not going anywhere or doing anything because thats how my life works, and if it didnt, i dont know how it would at all. have a happy new year everyone, i hope 2005 goes well.

- Last i just wanna say im sorry, mabye sometimes i dont realize how much im not doing, or maby i do but i dont care cause i never think about anyone else, your right.
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[30 Dec 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I didnt even realize tomarrow was new years eve, i havnt looked at any calendar since christmas so how was i supposed to know? well im doing nothing, but thats alright, im used to hanging out with derek, hes boring but i can deal with him =)

- My music library is growing so big in my computer, it might overload the window media player memory, which sucks, cause i have a ton more to put in, ohh man if only someone knew how cool my music is
- personall favortite songs in the library are hanging by a moment by lifehouse, sweet jane by the velvet underground, anrachy in the uk by the sex pistols, and stop by jane's addiction, ohh yes <33333

new dvds for xmas
dawn of the dead
ferris buellers day off = <333 paula <3333
the breakfast club
the godfather collection
28 days later
fright night
sixteen candles
reservoir dogs
waynes world

well besides being alone today, again, i went to the mall with my friend matt, me and him go wayyy back, i bought the collest sid vicious poster, its soo hott, i have like no room on my wall but ill find somewhere to put it, we just hung out there, didnt see anyone i knew really, just ran into the always lovable paula, who i havnt seen since monday, wow what a long time, boy did i miss her hugs!, ahhahahaha.

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

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[28 Dec 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | empty ]

hey, i know iv been updating pretty quickly the last couple of entry's, but iv just had alot on my mind. Jeff has been at my house all day today cause he didnt want to stay at home. we've just been hanging out and playing guitar, or watching movies or whatever, its been a slow day, iv felt sick with my cold and i didnt go anywhere either. I let jeff call paula earlier cause no matter where he is, its important he just checks up on her to see how she is.

- well iv been relaxing today really, iv been constantly out the past few days, so just chilling for now, seeing whats up for the next few days, i might not do anything, but im here of someone wants to hang, got plenty of dvds, ahahah.

- see you all later, thats all i got for now <33

derek was here =)

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