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vacation's almost over, not much else to say.Im over scott's house right now and its 2:51 AM, i love america.
all i have been doing is listening to music, lots of music, alternative mostly, keeps me alive when im down. I have a downloading thingy called ARES, and its fun sex.
I hope everyone reading this is proud i acctually updated by myself, i just think livejournal doesnt care about my words which gives me no reason to ever update, but i love you, so i will.




someone looked at this picture and thought it was me
i dont see the resemblence <3

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Had the best weekend ever, friday night went to the mall with steve, matt, bobby, corey, scott, michelle, sean and we hung there most the night, nothing more to say about that, just had a great time, they make me laugh so much, there the best. Matt and bobby have a band called the cuttingroomfloor, matt mullen and bobby homer. and scott, sean, and steve are making there band, which is gonna be really good. Saturday scott picked me and steve up and we went to seans and jamed in his garauge, then we all went to scotts and has the best fucking time, its all so much to say, when scoot picked us up he was jaming this eminem shit and we pciked up the girls, hahahaha i had a very good time, hope to hang wiht them more often.

here the lineup for there band
corey hafford- lead singer <3
sean ernst- bass
steve mcaul- guitar
scott lockwood- drums

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first, john and mike, came over my house, and me my brother and them all took my bro's car for a joyride


mike got shotgun


my brother drove


theres my brothers car


theres mike wacthing those burnouts that that kid was doing, dont remember his name



and theres him doing the burnouts, we were in the back of cvs, and the cops eventaully showed up so we had to go, it was a fucking close one


theres corey, my best friend <3, and me & him went to steves today, and his brother patt says im a roadie for his band, which is good, waiting for the band t shirt.
Since iv been gone from livejournal, life has changed, i listen to new music, amd the mall every friday wiht the crew is what i do, and what i will do.


goodnight america, live well- derek

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Iv been sick since friday, which bassically means just more work to see on tomarrow, but i dont care, somehow the report card says i only had 3 absences when i really had atleast 9, yeah thats cool, computer error's make my day <3


- i have to get an 85% average or above in each class to make it to next grade, well IT IS possible, but for me, im pretty much screwed, but hey, i always find a way, some stupid way.
-French must be the worst right now, mrs. borraggord, i thought she was hard, well cause im bad wiht french, yeah she left, so 5 subsituites later, were stuck wiht this guy who's great at french......if only he told us what the hell he was saying, and he has to grade us? LETS GO ANARCHY!!!


add me @ myspace, u dont have to know me, just throw me somewhere in there
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11692441

well over the weekend, me steve and mike didnt get to go to rollerkingdom, big letdown, long story wiht my dad, but thats ok, battle of the bands this friday, and many more to come, i like to show up to as many as i can. Instead, with tons of money that was gonna be for RK, me steve & mike walked down main street and just chillied, i guess, not all fun, but better than staying @ my house with my stupid ass dad, but we did come back eventually and they stayed for the night.
THEN WE WATCHED NAPOLEON DYNAMITE <3 wasnt as OMFG GREAT as everyone said, but it was verrrry funny and i liked it. Oh yeah, and if u have any way of downloading, download jellybones by the unicorns, there so unoticed which sucks because there very very good, <3.

-pCe



This years academy award nominee's are
Best picture
The Aviator
Finding Neverland
Million Dollar Baby
Ray
Sideways

Best actor
Don Cheadle, Hotel Rwanda
Johnny Depp, Finding Neverland
Leonardo di Caprio, The Aviator
Clint Eastwood, Million Dollar Baby
Jamie Foxx, Ray

Best supporting actor
Alan Alda, The Aviator
Thomas Haden Church, Sideways
Jamie Foxx, Collateral
Morgan Freeman, Million Dollar Baby
Clive Owen, Closer

Best Director
Brad Bird, The Incredibles
Terry George, Keir Pearson, Hotel Rwanda
Charlie Kaufman, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Mike Leigh, Vera Drake
John Logan, The Aviator
Clint Eastwood, Million Dollar Baby
Taylor Hackford, Ray
Mike Leigh, Vera Drake
Alexander Payne, Sideways
Martin Scorsese, The Aviator

Best actress
Annette Bening, Being Julia
Catalina Sandino Moreno, Maria Full of Grace
Imelda Staunton, Vera Drake
Hilary Swank, Million Dollar Baby
Kate Winslet, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Best supporting actress
Cate Blanchett, The Aviator
Laura Linney, Kinsey
Virginia Madsen, Sideways
Sophie Okonedo, Hotel Rwanda
Natalie Portman, Closer

Best screenplay
Julie Delpy, Ethan Hawke, Richard Linklater, Before Sunset
Paul Haggis, Million Dollar Baby
David Magee, Finding Neverland
Alexander Payne, Jim Taylor, Sideways
Jose Rivera, The Motorcycle Diaries

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my two new cousins, kerryann and kelsey, adopted from my uncle dave



sometimes... the most beautiful things in life..
are right in front of your eyes

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well the weekend is over, but aparently there a snowday tomarrow, so i guess thats good since i didnt really get alot of sleep this weekend. didnt do much, just steve's on saturday, and chilling today wiht all the snow that came.
-Other than that, iv been listening to this mp3 patt let me borrow, these smith songs are amazingly good, asleep and death of a disco dancer, both great songs

well ill update again when i have more to to say, but latley i made a short list of my personaly picked songs about love,loss,friendship,and breakup, they are in the order of which i thought of them, not of which there quality is

1.again- Lenny kravitz
2.thinking about you- radiohead
3.jumper- 3rd eye blind
4.iris- the goo goo dolls
5.look what you'v done- JET
6.boulevard of broken dreams- greenday
7.wounderwall- oasis
8.im not okay "i promise"- my chemical romance
9.edit the sad parts-modest mouse
10.everybody loves you-josh kelly-
11.asleep- the smiths
12.dont you forget about me- the simple minds
13.promise- matchbook romance
14. miricle drug- U2
15.i dont wanna miss a thing- aerosmith
16.movies-alien ant farm
17.hanging by a moment- lifehouse

well there you have it, thats not of all time, its just out of what iv been listening to recently, oh and 1982 will be coming soon, i just have to work on that.

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I LOVE THE 80'S....
1981

film of 1981

harrison ford is Raiders of the lost ark

Steve Spielberg's dynamite debute of the 3 films of the Indianna Jones series was one of his most admired films, not to metion his most exciting, its great fun for any old movie buff

James Caan in Thief

The director of colaterall and Heat, well this was his debute film relased in 1981, its a story of an ex-con who trying to start a new life wihtout crime, which goes haywire.

Escape from new york

great movie where new york is a prison and that guy above wiht the gun has to go find the president whos been captured by a huge gang, hmmm i wounder, would we do that for bush? hmmm naw, hes good =)

Stripes

stripes was another bill murray vehicle for the 80's, but was pretty funny for its time, and still pretty funny now, i love seeing billy murray, harold ramise,judge rihnold, and john candy in the same movie

Music of 1981
The Dire Straits

In 1981, the dire straits blasted onto mtv with there cult hit, 'money for nothing' love that song, acctually <3

billy squire, sold out in 81

See the ticket above says 1981 on it, well pretty much through the entire 80's billy sweeped the nation wiht his rock/pop style that just kept getting better, stroke me is utterly famous enough

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I LOVE THE 80'S presents....
1980


film of 1980:

william hurt in Altered States

The 1980 sc-fi blockbuster that recived mixed reviews when it first landed in theaters, but today its on special edition dvd, and concidered one of the most visially stunning sc-fi thrillers from the 80's, a great movie.

Caddyshack

chevy chase, rodney dangerfield, bill murray star in one of 1980's funniest movies, its sooo funny, love it

The Blues Brothers

john belushi, dan aykoryd in the classic about the men on a mission from god...well sort of, very funny movie with cult status, and some hilarious moments

music of 1980
AC/DC Back in Black

with new signer brian johnson, and original line up angus and malcom young, AC/DC's back in black became one of the biggest rock & roll comebacks in music history, the album went crazy when realesed in 1980

Pink Floyd The Wall

the breakthrough of pink floyd's career came in 1980 when they realesed the wall, the long and extreamly good album that inspired the movie *the wall* the same year
pink floyd's best songs include wish you were here, dark side of the moon, the wall, and money

John Lennon shot and killed december 8th 1980

On december 8th 1980, a man who asked for john lennon's autograph on an album he had waited in front of lennon's apartment bulding for 8 hours to when john finnaly returned home, thats when mark paul chapman shot john reapetily in the back, and john dies DOA, dead on arrival. Lennon's death sweped the nation and people almost fainted to the ground hearing the news, john lennon's death not only is the worste tragedy of 1980, but may as well be the worste tragedy of all of music history.

1980, SOON TO COME 1981

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radiohead is one of my favorite bands, so iv been listening to the only cd i have from them, im hoping to get more

studying for midterms, and adding to this music library on my computer, its terrifically good, im studying science while listening to radiohead, U2, and matchbox twenty.

well after staying after for only about 20 minuts with mr. brown, i met up wiht kari, steve, mike, and dylan and we just hung out for a while, but since i couldnt get throuhg to my brother, julie gave me a ride home, along wiht everyone else. hahaha thats the 2nd time shes given me a ride when i didnt have one, ohhh thank you =).


well heres the song i admire most of radiohead, let me know & i can burn you a copy of it, its great.

"Thinking About You by Radiohead"

Been thinking about you, your record's a hit
Your eyes are on my wall, your teeth are over there
But I'm still no-one, and you're not a star
What do you care?

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, and what do you care
When the other men are far, far better

All the things you got
All the things you need
Who bought you cigarettes and bribed the company
To come and see you, honey

I've been thinking about you, so how can you sleep
These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet
But they don't know what I know, and why should you care
When I'm not there

Been thinking about you, and there's no rest
Shit, I still love you, still see you in bed
But I'm playing with myself, what do you care
When I'm not there

All the things you got, you'll never need
All the things you've got, I'm planning to please you, please you honey

Been thinking about you...

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The weekend had its moments, but was otherwise nothing special really.
I told you about friday, that was fun i guess.
I liked when steve came over sunday, that was really fun, cause none else was here to bother us.

today i went to paula's. we walked over to jeff's, and we chillied, it began out really fun, but in no time, the whole thing ended, not to mention how cold it was when we all walked to pleasant pizza, didnt seem like anyone was having a good time, i guess i could see how thats true. You know im still confused about everything, im not sure who still wants to be my friend and who doesnt, i get along wiht people sometimes, then sometimes i dont. I know theres a bunch of people who will say they really are my friends, but i still feel alone and pushed away, its like i come second, its like if none else is around, oh yeah derek. being stuck in this courner im still alone, and thats great because i got midterms coming up, im probably gonna stay back, but i might not have to if i study and pass, but i dont see how i can pass with all this shit in my mind, not likley.

i dont think i will ever have who i want, but i just wish it made sence atleast
alot of things just arent fun anymore, and i cant seem to picture when they lost me.
its okay, ill either pass or i wont, but one thing i know is none's looking out for me anymore. im very not good right now...

i knew from the begining, that you would end up winning

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Well me & steve and jeff went to pleasant pizza early and bought so muhc shit, the new guy that works there is fucking weird, but hes so funny, we ended up spedning a total of $27, ahha its all good.

i guess im not mad at jeff, we did end up going wiht him to lunch today, but honestly.....

well so much happened frifay night, i cant really describe it all. i went with mike, steve and carrie and we all hung, bumped into jeff and paula and alot and i mean alot of toher people, one perosn who i dont know i gave my #, he wants to jam or something, thats cool, those punks are love <3.

we talked to julien and nate and steven of course
yeah me, steve , carrie, and mike had a fun time hanging, we dont usally, its cool

everyone thought something was wrong, idk, cant say much
paula"s always great to see ><3










if anyone is gonna take this picture, comment

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brian sheehan is moving somewhere really close to me, a few houses down, my sister is friend with his sister kelly, ahahah fine.

god band practice soon? bored i am =( haha not cool
i love updating wiht nothing on mind
i went through tina's old cd collection, go sugar ray and LFO!

i dont think snoop dogg would like this music, he'd be like, change the channel....biotch
yeah beavis and butthead it good on mtv2 <3

thanks i love you, and my new bus =)



In our short years we come long way
To treat it bad and throw away
And if we make a little space
A science fiction showcase
In our short film, a love disgrace
Dream a scene to brighten face
In our short years we come long way
To treat it bad, just to throw it away

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well i went to battle of the bands friday night, it was acctually alot better than i thought. The bands were all great, i went backstage and talked to all of them and got some drumsticks and picks, and i talked to my cousin john who's a bassist, i talked to him for the first time in like 5 years, so that was cool. I also met up with some of my droogs and hung with them too, i gave my one drumstick to patt though, arent i a giving person?

yeah so i hung wiht dylan, steve, another steve, nick, jeff, corey, and mike, it was pretty fun, i saw alot of people i knew <33

my sister wanted to go, she was wooof sick so she didnt, and paula wanted to go but she was woooof grounded, sorry love, wish you were there <3.


paula's card <33333333333333333333333

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I thought i was going to miss school anway, but its a snowday so i got lucky, i slept until about 10:00 and have been listening and downloading music all day so far, thats all.

yesterday was fun, tooks paula's bus to her house and chilled and went through her cd's, hmm interasting, you cant stand anywhere without looking at greg raposo,lol. till we went to jeffray's to meet wiht him and joe and go to steve's for band practice, we also just went into his house and hung out dowstairs, which was fun, anoying at times, but fun, they make me laugh, paula,jeff, joe, mike, steve. <333333



ouch! not paula's shoes! hahahahah

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I didnt even realize tomarrow was new years eve, i havnt looked at any calendar since christmas so how was i supposed to know? well im doing nothing, but thats alright, im used to hanging out with derek, hes boring but i can deal with him =)

- My music library is growing so big in my computer, it might overload the window media player memory, which sucks, cause i have a ton more to put in, ohh man if only someone knew how cool my music is
- personall favortite songs in the library are hanging by a moment by lifehouse, sweet jane by the velvet underground, anrachy in the uk by the sex pistols, and stop by jane's addiction, ohh yes <33333


new dvds for xmas
dawn of the dead
ferris buellers day off = <333 paula <3333
the breakfast club
serendipity
the godfather collection
28 days later
fright night
sixteen candles
reservoir dogs
waynes world

well besides being alone today, again, i went to the mall with my friend matt, me and him go wayyy back, i bought the collest sid vicious poster, its soo hott, i have like no room on my wall but ill find somewhere to put it, we just hung out there, didnt see anyone i knew really, just ran into the always lovable paula, who i havnt seen since monday, wow what a long time, boy did i miss her hugs!, ahhahahaha.




HANGING BY A MOMENT
desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

hey, i know iv been updating pretty quickly the last couple of entry's, but iv just had alot on my mind. Jeff has been at my house all day today cause he didnt want to stay at home. we've just been hanging out and playing guitar, or watching movies or whatever, its been a slow day, iv felt sick with my cold and i didnt go anywhere either. I let jeff call paula earlier cause no matter where he is, its important he just checks up on her to see how she is.

- well iv been relaxing today really, iv been constantly out the past few days, so just chilling for now, seeing whats up for the next few days, i might not do anything, but im here of someone wants to hang, got plenty of dvds, ahahah.

- see you all later, thats all i got for now <33


derek was here =)